Sunday, October 02, 2005
Overwhelmed by lethargic'ness' so 'long post short cut'
It is like everybody's changing, a friend wld tell me, she change and the she wld tell me the 'a friend' change so who change?Everybody change.
I beginning to feel gothic, depress and upset
I try to be happy and lame, as usual crappin in front of everybody but I knew I was onli decieving myself.I now love black colour very much, just think it is nice,it speaks all wat I am feeling. I now also dun tok much to others abt me.I rather they tok abt themselves.I feel there is nth abt me, I am jus the usual me,I need a listening ear but onli confide in ppl like Merilyn or Ezekiel.I feel depress but I dunno why. Maybe I left everything inside me bottled up.I now also cry for no reason, you all may think I have a serious crazy problem but I jus cant help it, This is me. Unless you are God, dun try to change me.You are onli getting yourself a fool with problems. I a m w h o I a m, d u n c h a n g e m e ... c o z y o u c a n t a n d y o u a r e o n l i m a k i n g i t w o r s e ...
-Freakin' attitude
<3 ZOE.
12:57 AM